I’ve started working this year.
Because I graduated college and I already hold a degree.
I wanted to work because i want to earn money
To buy things needed in the house.
But then there came a time that i already don’t have much time enjoying life.
I miss dancing in the bar
I miss geting drunk and wasted
I miss kissing a stranger when i’m drunk
I miss getting naked in the pool
I miss crying because of too much alcohol
I miss everything i had when i was in highschool.
Yeah. And i’m not gonna regret those things that happened.
Those things taught me so much.
And now, i miss doing those things.
but i can’t make those anymore.
I’ve been too much busy with my life
that i can’t even do the household chores at home.
Sunday had been really a short time to relax and enjoy.
Monday-Saturday is a long week to think that i’ll just be sitting in the swivel chair, take some papers and throw it in the trash can,
I think it’s still to early for me to mature.
I want to stay the way i am today.
a 19-year old girl who still wants to enjoy her life.
a 19-year old girl who still want to stay single and mingle.
a 19-year old girl that is turning 20 on september,
To everybody out there—ENJOY while the time still lasts.